Reflection

"You are who you think you are".

Yes. It hit me straight in the face. I practically lay flat on the floor, digesting those words. The more I digest, the more uncomfortable I become, the more guilty I feel, the more I tend to beat myself up.

I never acknowledge my talents and abilities (should I have any). Many a times, I'd go;

"I don't know how la if I can..."

"Not sure if I am the right person..."

"Maybe I'm useless..."

"I think I'm the worst here.."

"I'm a real idiot..."

"I don't have the intelligence...."

and so on and so forth. So, is this why I'm so stupid not capable of putting forth my best-est performance?? Is this why I haven't been able to max it out in my life?? It's all because I never look highly upon myself??

Alright then. Time for a change. A revamp. It's time..... to think differently.

Mindless Ramblings

OK.

Is it just me? Or is everyone around me slowly getting hitched and attached?? 

Gee..and I'm the only odd one out. Will everyone get married and have little ones while I while my time away here on earth?? Will I be baby-sitting their offspring next? Heck, is it even normal to feel so anxious right now?

Someone once told me this,"It's better to wake up each morning, wishing you were married than waking up each morning, wishing you were single." Now, that's comforting.

I've seen couples getting all lovey-dovey one moment and the next moment, throwing daggers at each other. Do I even want that to happen to me?

Hmmmm.....

So, when is my knight in shining armour coming? =D

To-/Must-Do List

As some already know, my next project will be in Penang. Since I'll be in Penang for the next two, three years until I move to another project, I've come up with a to-/must-do list. Here goes :-

1. Get myself a new air-cond.

2. Get myself a reliable and durable lappie. One where my software can run smoothly. It's for work purpose.

3. Either terminate my current gym membership and enroll in a new one, or just transfer my current one to a new one. (But I've yet to decide. Mainly due to work commitment. I've to travel and sometimes work till quite late.)

4. LEARN TO SCUBA DIVE. It's a must.

5. To travel to Japan or Australia.

6. Weekend getaways in Sabah/Sarawak.

7. Pedi mani once in a while. =)

8. Morning jogs at the botanical park on Sundays.

9. Go for moviesssssss.

10. Involve in sports and outdoor activities.

11. Re-enroll in dance classes. Yes, I danced.

12. Get a new hairstyle. Hohoho.

Hmmmm.. I think that's what I can think of so far. Jacqueline and Khye Zhee, take note of some of the above points. Debbie, we go for point 4 ya.

*loves loves loves*

Hello Again!

Whoaaa...

My last entry post was in June!! *counting...* Three months ago! To be fair, I was extremely busy these past few months. Only now could I take a breather. Time to revive my almost dead blog.

Some brief updates :-

1. I'll be transferred to a project in Penang in bout two weeks' time. Bitter sweet really. So, I guess that means I'll be stuck in Penang for good. Like I said, bitter sweet.

2. I got myself a new phone. Mom discovered it because my sister blabbed.

3. My brother promised to get me an iphone 4 as part of a deal we made; i.e if I meet the requirements of the deal. =)

4. I got very sick somewhere in June and took 4 days of MC. In actual fact, I was really sick for two whole weeks. Doctor suspected H1N1. But all was well. Recovered soon after.

5. I saw to the defect complaints from purchasers. Tried to get them done within 21 days as stated in their SPA. They were very pleased with my work. And so were the top management.

6. Diligently go to church each week and then for lunch with church friends. Ahhh...the companionship. Indescribable.

7. Watched movies almost every week.

8. For the first time in my life, I went for a pedicure! It was nice really to be pampered once in a while. And the price was reasonable too. May consider going once I'm back in Penang.

9. Had a few mamak sessions with church friends. We promised to save for our scuba diving lessons next year. Can't wait!

10. I got bonus!! Yeah!! I was extremely thankful because some of my colleagues didn't get their bonuses.

Yeap, that's bout all there is to say for the time being. Will keep you guys posted. For now, have a great week ahead!